When I'm no more :
Don't cry for me, just smile for me
I may not see that smile for the last time
I may have left you all behind
But just know that my love for you wasn't a lie
I prayed everyday that God kept you alive
I guess I forgot to include myself to stay alive.
Things were never perfect between us
But just know we tried to clean up
All the mistakes we created between us
When things looked up those were the days
The days I treasured till my days ran out of space
Got hit with a devils headache that felt like bullets from a machine gun.
I've tried to be the good guy
I've tried to look the part
It always seemed like a good time
Though deep inside I felt like committing suicide
People just never seemed to understand me
Even the ones I called family
That's why I found a home in misery
Not my ideal home but did the job wholeheartedly
But now guess the day has come
No more hustling that's all gone
The love I ever had is done
When I gave it to you you always seemed to run
Well now that I'd be resting underground
All visitations are closed this is my goodbye
C