Maybe things were meant to be this way. Maybe the events that happened, happened precisely for this inevitable change that is partaking.
CHANGE-it's uncomfortable isn't it? Yet it is undeniably necessary. Nothing ever stays the same and I've come to terms with that, but adapting to the change, that was the part most difficult for me. Change happening within myself that later reflected change within the people around me.
Never have i ever been able to fathom myself at temptation's palm. Never have I ever imagined myself as the villain to another person's story. Never have I ever envisioned myself capable of all I have recently been capable of.
I wince at the thought of it.
My biggest critique, my biggest enemy. She who knows better but takes orders from the moronic heart..indignantly screaming "i told you so! You should've listened" constantly playing mind games & guilt trip techniques with my soul- my brain.
©sunnybabe
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