тнe way ι am
тнaт jυѕт тнe way ι aм
ι'м cυтe aт ғιrѕт
вυт once yoυ ĸnow мe вeттer
yoυ wιll realιze тнaт ι'м вιттer.
ι cυrѕe тнoѕe wнo нυrт мe
ι вleѕѕ тнoѕe wнo do мy wιll,
don'т geт мe wrong
ι aм noт god
ι ѕιn
ι do all тнe wrong ѕтυғғ
ι pray ѕoмeтιмeѕ
and aѕĸ ғor ғorgιveneѕѕ.
ιм a non вelιever oғ тнe devιl,
ι don'т do нιѕ wιll
вυт oн god
вelιeve мe
ι вelιeve ιn you
hurting loved ones is what I'm capable of
loving the wrong ppl I wat I'm
known for.
I sleep,I dream, I wake up ,I pray, I lough ,I cry and smile,
but oh Lord deep inside
I'm trapped
I can't even move a muscle.
it like I'm in a coma
I can hear voices talking
but can't reply.
it like I'm in a house with
100 rooms and nobody is home,
doors and windows seems to
have life of their own
smashing open and shut at
will......I'm scird.
if I were dead
I would be that ghost
that hounts others
I would be that ghost that
seeks revenge because this
world was never good to me.
I am what I am today
because of this world.
I grew up with anger
fighting my demons,
thinking that I was wrong
while I was right,
doing the wrong things
bcoz I thought I was right,
ignoring the right because I thought it was wrong.
I blv In revenge not karma
bcz karma takes its own time
and time waits for no fool.
that just the way I am
they say I need therapy
I need no therapy
I need my pain
I need my anger
all the hurt that the world
caused me I don't want it
to go away.
I'm now used to it
it keeps me going,
I know it wierd but
that just the way I am.
I'm human,but the humanity in me is no more,
I'm not like them
I live with anxiety
I enjoy my own company
they say I'm sick
but I know I'm ohky
it just who I am
and I am what I am.
I feel better when I'm
alone in my room,
closed doors loud music
with no one to answer to,
just me and myself in
the mirror talking.
they say I'm mad
they say I talk to myself
I'm crazy.
I know I'm nt crazy
that just the way I am
I need no help.
©Ton key DA poet
©darkpoet3
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