Broken since childhood
The punishment were severe
The hurt didn't spare my heart
It made it colder,
That even ice was an understatement
Compared to how it tighten it's grip.
So don't blame my mistakes
They are bound with my personality
Even my mind can't fathom the cruelty
Of my personality scaring away love
When it has the record of some remedy
To the affairs of the heart
My subconscious is on weep mode
Because i didn't mean to drug your world
I hoped that understanding will win
But this bond from my past keep it's tight
In all of that torture,i still manage to smile
Maybe the strength and light of my will live
Is more design to accommodate everyday's event
That's what made me the way I AM.
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