every time I saw you it cut me deep.
every word.
every syllable.
every phrase.
every emotion plaqued me like the plaque.
swallowing me whole.
making me realize things about myself that I buried deep.
you saw right through me.
I wasn't invisible anymore.
I was irrevocably and undeniably yours without a word.
I found myself dreaming of you.
fantasizing about you knowing I'd dream the erotically unknown hiding under my screams and moans.
as I laid there tossing and turning.
yet all I saw was you, grinding on top of me.
making me feel things I thought I couldn't feel.
yet I bleed words on paper.
my endless blood and ink.
the words I cannot convey.
though they hide in the dark.
yet I'm in love.
and unconditionally yours.
©darkdeity
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