. The writer in me tries to come out. But there are so many unanswered questions. I am trying to find the answer. So I can write something amazing. Tell I don't find a solution. It will be just something simple. I look forward to writing something great. I won't go for something small. It will have to be big. My writing is something big that comes out of me. You said it is not good enough. So I ask you what go enough for you. Because writing is a part of me. That is part you will never see. Only things I can say come deep down in me. If you don't feel something after you read my poems or story. That I didn't want deep down in my soul. That a native came over me. The question wasn't answered. But I have hope and faith in myself. I second guess myself. Do I get what it takes? I can say this I am not quicker. I will search deep down my soul to get the answer. Because no one knows me but me. I write about what I know about myself I write drove my experience. Writer in me what to tell a story. You can say it on my blog. Yes, I do get writer's block. Just like my life. There is always a cloud over my head. Try to stop the joy in my life. So when the sun peaks out. I pick up the pens and start writing. That was positive of my life sunning drove. My heart is open. My mind is moving fast than my hands. I just trying to catch up. Do I feel like a writer? Sometimes. Only a true writer can understand me. People said my work is dull. I can only imagine how I feel if I stop. I will be full of motion. Know where to put it. I am a motion writer. I like to put my feelings on paper. Even when it doesn't make sense. My words are my feelings. I can put my motion to action. Express my self drove words. Having a voice is important to me. Just like my words. I can call it words for the souls. Or I can say it bounce of words. Even way my words to speak out. I can take this to many places. It wears I can find the answer to my question. I am on a journey. My thoughts take me there. So next time someone judges me by my words. I will use my words. To write a story about the feeling that comes over me. I am not a storyteller. I am so more than that. I can write a fact or faction. I only write what I feel. I can do politics. What will it take me? We all have a voice. It's how you use it. I see the world as my dictionary. It would put words of thought. Written in what is inside of me. It doesn't have to make sense to you. It has to show some kind of feeling. Just like me. So when I write believe me a lot of feelings come out of it. Like like I am making a statement. The journey I took with my writing. Is a continuation of my thought. So there is no limit to how far I can take it. Without write block. Or what any regret. Yes, I can go back to fix it. But then the end of it will change. That is how I want to be. Because I think we all can change something. Even when we think it is good enough. It can be better than the first one. So I will always try to put my words into action. Because life never stays the same. Just like my journey and thought. My writing will always change ends. But the feeling will overstay the same. The life of a writer is never easy.
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