Since. I remember a time in my life. I didn't know where I was going. My past was hard. I didn't know I will come out of it. Try hard to shake off all the nativity aways. But my past tries hard to keep me down. I didn't have a chance. So I did what I love to do the most writing. To help me for folding apart. I met so many people on my journey. Some I can say were good for my soul. Some were like poison to my soul. How can I move forward from all this stuff? Then I look in the mirror and said I tried of being a victim. It is time to shake off. Moved forward with a plan. Yes, writing is one of the things. But there are more I will love to do. But first I have to find my way back. Back to life, I know. Being a savior should me a lot. It makes me think about everything good and bad. If I pass my past with scarred it ok. Just like a wounded soldier coming home. We always bounce back. Scarred show me how far I came. You can't see me scarred. Because inside of me. It covers my eye to see the truth behind my life. When I see or hear someone going drove the same things. It makes me want to use my platform. Helping others is what I want to do. Yes if telling my story will help then here I go. Writing a book about my life will help someone here I go. Because we all have stories to tell. People ask me why do you write. I write because that is my voice. For so long I didn't have a voice or opinion. Because men once told me that my voice didn't mean anything. But I am here to say my words mean a lot to me. You can't that away from me. It meant not make sense to you. But it makes a lot of sense to me. When I start writing I can't stop thinking about my life and how far I got. I look forward to seeing you further. Life without drama is hard. Because drama is everywhere. I don't want to change myself. I want to better myself. To be the person I was meant to be. I realize that I have to put in the work. Nothing comes easy in life. How can someone like me make it to the top of my life? Every time I reach the top of my life. There someone or something pushes me down. I have to jump back up and keep moving forward. I look back what do I see? Everything that went wrong in my life. So looking back is not an option. Look what's in front of me. Reach out for all my dreams and hope. That one day I will be where I need to be. Praying that an angel will help me drive my journey. Because there are too many bounce roads. It just takes one wrong direction to me back in time. So I climb Mountain and count blessed. So I can reach my destination. Because it has been a long way here. There were a lot of obstacles I have to face. Now I pass drove my past and present. Hopefully my further will be everything I have been looking for in life. Because life start when I was set free from natively and fear. Because fear holds me down. Now I am trying to break free from my past. So my further will be clear as you can see. My dreams and goals will come to the surface. Right now I am on my journey. Hope to reach the end of the storm. Because the clouds are moved slowly. The wind pulled me along. Thunder tries to stop me. But there is a rainbow at the end of the story. Just have to find my way. Because the next chapter of my life is waiting for me. As long I have my life jacket on. I will never give up. Because life won't give up on me. I won't give up on myself. Because I savor to myself...
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