Dedicated to my fiance, who passed away.
There are days when I just want to forget,
so I don't have to remember,
because remembering hurts so bad.
There are days I wish I could go back in time,
start this whole thing over,
and relive the life that we had.
There are days when I wish this was all just a dream,
and that I wasn't me,
and that this wasn't my life anymore.
There are days when I want to remember,
hold onto every memory,
and know, in the end, it was all worth fighting for.
There are days when I want to forget about you,
so the pain goes away,
and from this hurt, I'd be free.
But there's never a day when I don't still want to love you,
that I don't ache to hold you,
and wish that you were still here with me.
©tinamiller
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