Fact is I will never fight for your attention because I've shown you why I deserve it. An if you cant see how I throw myself at your mercy then the fault is only mine to bare. The evidence is in the time I spend to elevate you above all else, yet I cant deny that I am willing to give more than I will ever receive. I just want to feel appreciated, so I find myself watching you from afar hoping you'd be the one. As a result the only thing I find is the bottom of a bottle and the only taste left on my lips is that of a cigarette late at night when I'm thinking of you...
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