think

i want to write this before I forget
I want to let you in before I cave
I want to say this before I forget
I just want you
your too far away
but I feel you
my breathing is to slow
but I can breathe you in
you cry and I can just feel it
tonight I want to dissolve
for tonight I won't you to take my breath
I want to cry your name
and feel you through my breath
I want to feel you like this music
your in my mind
I'm in my head
they speak these words
but I hear your soft breathing
I want you in my head
I want you on my skin
I want to bleed something new
and breathe only you
I can't breathe
this pain is too real
I can't feel
your the only thing that's real
I want you
your in my head
bleeding my pain dry
but I can't have you
your in this ocean
sinking deeper away
I want to dive in
but I'm too afraid
this is new
a real essence killing my thoughts
I can't think
without your whisper
but I'll wait
even though your right here
oh I just want you
I want you
I can't have you
God it's too real
this pain is deep within
I want to say this before I go numb
I want to write it before I disappear
I want you to be my last thought
before
I
forget
.......
Naomi~wingedfeature