I'm known as unusual but deep,
But it mostly applies to when I think
No one else knows what goes on,
Yet they claim they do know
I think of many things
All good, bad, false, and true
Mostly about my past,
And the demons in my head too
I can honestly say,
That everyone has thought about this before,
But sometimes our habit is to shut them like a closed door
I've thought of death,
Yet I never told
I've thought of living,
Yet I just don't know
I don't know what to do with me,
So sad, so depressed, and so damn lonely
Sometimes I think I'm not good enough,
That maybe I'm just not tough
Cuz if I was, if I was indeed,
I wouldn't be writing of the things I'm thinking
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