The wind is spinning downward and I can feel it at my feet.
This darkness deep inside me, makes this thing I am just weep.
I've given into my temptation and I could not slay my lust.
Now a promise I have broken and true love has turned to dust.
I know she can't forgive me, hell I can't forgive myself.
Now not all the gold and treasures will ever replace my wealth.
Fallen into sadness, a silver bullet calls my unspoken name.
Please do try and pay attention for this is my last move this game.
I placed the barrel in my mouth and pulled that trigger tight.
The bullet pierced through my creature skull and onward through the night.
And now I lay here in silence, waiting for whatever next may come.
But then I wake up once again, in my hand is still that gun.
Was this just a bad dream? Perhaps I'll never know.
Then I see the blood against the wall and I see I can never go.
My curse is not to die here, but to live here forever the same.
This curse I have you see, will for an eternity bound me in shame.
©jarnmarr
J