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this day and the next day I always felt at loss if it is weren't for the time…

this day and the next day I always felt at loss
if it is weren't for the time to pray and I pray,
I couldn't be able to feel of how being satisfied in each of day maybe this is because of I'm far now from my parent and my siblings and just in this time I felt it that they are my world happiness I remember that before I left my family to go to another place the purpose of to study in college for my dream course a civil engineering and to graduate so that I could have a permanent job and after it I could also support my siblings on their study, so before I left I say a good bye word to our youngest one sibling and I got shock to her reaction on me,she cry, and it wasn't happen that before, here respond when someone is leaving, I know
I could just visit them but not like before
when im going to slept with them, im not going to think anymore of tomorrow that I'm leaving.
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