sleeping too much just to exist.
drowning my sorrows in caffeine yet it's you I miss.
I hate you yet I love you dreams of you they haunt me I'm torture by bliss.
such sweet agony when passion dies.
when the wax on a smokey white candle never can bring a endless flame back to life.
yet there's you fading in the distance like a ghost.
your touch I lost the most.
yet I ache.
vodka.
whiskey.
tears.
it's All the same.
yet I'm drenched in pain.
drenched in utter agony.
you were my world.
my universe.
the very reason I used to exist.
now I just linger.
in a haunting loneliness.
that's shook me cold.
yet I still live.
barely breathing yet with a heart of gold.
©darkdeity
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