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This is do or die just like everything else

This is do or die just like everything else
This an angel falling fast, I might need help
These are words you need to hear, I tell myself
Pray that God strikes me down, don't wanna live no more
I don't have time for closure
You did your rounds, I fucked around & now it's over
You know expecting things to last is bad composure
I know I'm fucked in the head, that's why I lost her
Please forgive me for my sins
I ain't mean to hurt my loved ones & unfortunately I did
I'ma regret my mistakes until the OD or the lead
This is much past far removed, you know I've been way off the edge
This is suicide, just not sure where it ends
This is beautiful, just let me play pretend
This is cynical, I've been a piece of shit
This is factual, I'm just relaying the scripts
I'ma own up, I'ma fuck up
Are you sorry that you met me?
I still wonder
But you don't gotta wonder
I'm so stuck in my head
Life look like a dead end
Broken heart, I can't mend
Out to break more again
©lila.lmao