this is madness

what is pain? that's a question that I've been asking for 40 years, since the day I was born the feeling became more painful then the next, that feeling of emptiness is so great it makes the soul wanna break, what's giving up? living day by day trying to break through, hurt is living knowing that pain is real, death? ones thought trying to cope, ending it deep thoughts, an everyday event, the saddest day ever this is sad sadness.....This is madness.