Down and out I am .
My mind is ready for a big change
I have tried to rearrange and change my ways
I have gone days without speaking
my insides are shrieking
my anxiety is peeking
my mouth is speaking now
who am I shouting out at
The haters and the players that are rats
So many hats they wear and juggle
Now I chuckle
clinch my knuckles
My bitterness struggles and doubles
when I get caught up in your tales of woe
Oh I have paid my dues and debts that I owe
now it's time to jam and go back to being who I am.
©number14
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