Its crazzy how I come up
here to vent
because right now I feel crushed
and I feel as if the world is
weighing me down
to be honest I have
many things going on
but I try to be strong everyday
but then there comes
that little problem
when I really want somebody to believe
in me
no one does
and I'm crushed
I'm on verge of tears
but I also know
my tears will fall in vain
but also I need to feel better
but I also don't want to give the satisfaction
of being crushed by small things
to tell the truth
I'm a breaking
I'm breaking and I just want
that reassurance that I will make it
because I'm already eating myself up
and I'm not looking for someone
to make me feel more shitty about me!
©Christanee
C