this loneliness.
this haunting ache.
this emptiness leaving my heart to shatter and break.
yet it still bleeds.
this pain it serenades me.
such a horrendous cry.
a cold wail of screams.
dreams once blissful turn to erotic nightmares.
knowing Everytime I wake your sexy ghost leaves.
naked and full of sheets.
a softness I dream about in the quiet of night.
yet tears.
as I felt your heart ache with mine.
a mesmerized ache.
a wailing song for banshees.
yet your kiss is the only remedy.
your touch is the only fever to leave me contagious.
yet madness remains beautiful.
I captured your heartbeat I let it dance provocatively in red hot flame.
I die just to hear you call my name.
just a whisper.
this loneliness is to blame.
in this half empty bed sex burns like a flame.
yet your lips they play a dangerous game.
am I to lose?
or does this loneliness remain?
tangled in such softness.
alienated warmth.
where my heart goes insane.
I'd die for what's between your legs or the kiss of the rain.
knowing you could have been a beautiful mistake.
yet you watched me fade.
in and out in and out.
sinking to the bottom.
drowning.
forced to face the truth I can never get over you.
you were the kiss that broke through and shattered me like glass.
just a little red on the dash.
©darkmocha
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