I'm absolutely lost,
I don't know if i should go left or right.
Straight ahead or backwards,
I don't even know if I'm doing it right or wrong.
I'm tired of this and that,
I don't know if this is love or lust.
If I'm a want or a must,
I don't know what to think and what not to.
I'm tired but i can't sleep,
You say you love me but i don't see it.
I say I'm okay but i don't believe it.
I live on but i don't know if i actually want to.
©ashanta
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