I stood there.
it's raining, pouring every drop caress my head with the cold.
as I watched you walk away.
the thunder and lightning crackling as if the heavens would open.
your tears were all I remember the last day I saw you or heard your voice.
the sadness choking in it as you held a red rose in your hand.
it's thorns caressed bitterly your wet aching palm as you held it tight as if it would break and shatter like glass.
your tears if only the rain could them away.
you were the ice cold salty remedy that I needed as your black mascara leaked rivers of black.
your blue eyes underneath your glasses stinging from the indelible burn of tears in your eyes.
red kisses of blood ran down your arm.
the aroma of fresh blood and rose petals kissed the pavement as you didn't want to lose me.
the thorns of the roses serenading the pain shooting through your hand but you don't care nothing can stop the ache you feel in your heart right now.
the constant breaking and splitting into.
you gasp tasting the cold of the air.
the crispness suffocating you as you can't take this pain.
you don't want it.
yet there's still love.
though you tried so hard to deny it.
you missed me.
I lingered in your mind when you were alone.
yet the thoughts of me they never leave you alone.
yet they just linger.
the umbrella the rain coat they didn't save you the cold of wanting me to stay.
your Rosy pink lips trembled in rain.
as you let go of the rose.
as it ricochetted to the cold of the pavement.
as you watched it fall.
tears burning your cheeks.
your porcelain pale soft skin kissed by the rain as your heart harshly melted.
not from the ache or cold.
but to the agony of the everlasting fact that you missed me.
yet the rain will never be same.
tortured by the agony that you wanted to be mine.
yet you uncertain about the ache of time.
©darkdeity
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