I thought that after some time went by I would get aggravated with you being around here so long,
But so far everything has been wonderful and your still comfortable and happy with all that's going on,
I still get butterflies in my stomach when I look at you and my knees still get shaky from your touch,
I can honestly say I never thought I would ever find you ever but I thank God everyday so freaking much,
I've tooken chances over the year's and that's made me a little sketchy to others caring about me somehow,
When you are on a daily trying to convince yourself that your better than they have made you feel now,
But you make me see that I am a good and a handsome man and I do deserve to be loved by you,
And for the first time in my life I feel I can take on the world so thank you is owed for everything you do,
The first time in my life I can truly say that I am completely happy straight down to my heart and soul,
And even when your not here or something may go wrong I'll be okay because you have it all under control,
I have never been around another person regardless man or woman and not want to get away from them at some point in time,
But this is also the first time I can say that I am truly complete inside myself with you bringing love in my heart and mind,
Just thinking about making love to you brings me to my highest point of ecstasy and that is straight crazy to me,
Especially when the year's that has passed bye that's caused so much pain then you came along and now I can see,
I was thought growing up that when something is to good to be true it most likely is that's why it's just hard to believe,
But even though really hard I ignored the feeling and excepted that you are the love of my life and you I'll always need,
Everyday that I wake up and see your beautiful face and know your not a dream it makes it really hard to breathe,
When you touched me I felt true happiness enter into me and all the pain and anger just wither away and started to leave,
I close my eye's and can see me and you together growing old and still when barely able to walk we're still hand and hand,
And still grateful and happy with you as my wife knowing if not for you I wouldn't know who I am as a man,
Honestly I don't want to be without you and after I'm dead and gone I don't even want to enter into heaven without you at my side,
And my love for you is just as the waves in the sea they continually move it's cause you make me complete in my life,
I'm going to find someway to repay you even if it takes me the rest of my time on earth to find it so I can make you feel some of what I do,
Because you deserve all the happiness and love I can give and I give it all to you so how I feel about us I will be able to prove,
So far everything has been wonderful and your still comfortable and happy with all that's going on,
I haven't but I thought when sometime went bye I would get aggravated with you being around for so long.
Ronnie Still
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