what difference does it make
to fall in love with you twice again
thinking it will not be the same
memories back we made
now it's just chaos up in the head
who thought love would hurt like hell
scared to recognize your face
scared to feel your scent
just because you left,now I'm stuck with pain I've never felt
your feelings I try to erase just like an unhealed wound I try to protect
a chant of help I never thought I would cry for
a dying one I never thought I would turn into
Hunted by old memories shared
all consumed by the hatred fire
lovers to strangers they quote; but a villain you created in within me
an intruder to a heart that where once a beautifier of
why did it all have to fall like this
dear old lover a nurse I've become
nursing the broken
not of arms or legs
but of heart and soul
funny my 1st patient was me
a vacation I appealed for
now I'm stuck in the middle of a sea
a sea no pain I feel;just a new heart of steel
now no love I give
a smoked joint makes me heal
truly forever is a temporary thing
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