I was talking to myself last night
He said kosi if you can't make yourself happy nobody can
Life is no static train you gonna keep moving
Better don't look at the past, for it is blemish
I laughed, you know we been thru a lot
So much pain forgotten over the years
So much regrets I wish I can atone
But you know light ain't coming any sooner
But that's me it keep haunting me
Wish I can forget if I have to
But I found joy in those dark moments
It felt like a blackout but I came thru
People want a lot from me
Am I gonna succumbed or ignore them
Maybe I laugh and talk a lot
Forgetting my lonely mansion
I wore a smiley face but a dark soul
I feel imprisoned by my own thought
I'm caged by my demons
And they fed my heart with sorrows
Battling to get out
But nobody heard me
I wish my soul know no pain
But a heart never broken is a cursed heart
©blackmask
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