Sitting down like a king,
with my pen in my hand,
many thoughts in my head,
they're driving me crazy like I want to explode
I can hear many loud voices
but can't figure out their messages .
Their vibrations in my head makes me frustrated like this kind of life isn't glamorous!!
it feels like all my emotions are lie because I feel like a war inside myself....
The past makes me weaker,
The present makes me stronger,
The future makes me scared because it's unpredictable ..
No one knows tomorrow!!!
I tried to cheer myself up but my head is filled with thoughts!!
Then I looked up to God like WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME???
and I can feel it that its a sign of consciousness!!!
©ajibola
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