Thoughts of a potential mad man : at one time our relationship was beautiful . the small town we lived in along all our family's would call us the perfect movie style couple and the correct example of love and how it should look . really behind the scenes things were going to hell quick. out of the blue one day she tells me she has to go be with her daughter and I cant be there...well ok that's fine no worries ..5 minutes later a brown dodge ram with all tinted windows rolls up and stop . I turn to say is that your ride ? I love you be carfull.... but shes already in his truck and they drive off. I had a hard time with that . it didnt make sense but I trusted her so I let it go. she told me she was gonna be gone until the next day with her daughter. the next day came and went then the next until 4 days go by and she returns at 3am climbs in bed passes out cold and sleeps for 2 straight days. when she woke up I had dinner for her on a tray with drinks and all . I didnt really say much about the 4 days and all that.. then everything good and great again we together being lovers and such for 3 days all is well then she leaves saying she is going to the store for some dinner items we were short. I watch her drive off in her ford fiesta completly clueless of the coming events ... an hour goes by and the store Is now closed . she still gone and I'm trying not to stress or trip. after it's almost midnight I get into my truck that's not registered or insured and not even road worthy...I was building it to be a badass ride ...it starts up and I think I gotta make this quick. . I will have maybe 5 minutes before the engine is overheating due to no radiator or water pump or belt to run power steering or alternator so risky but I only wanted to drive through town and back around passed her moms and home .. no cops please god this is crazy...where are you?? I make it all the way around and to her moms where I spot her car .apon asking her mon what's up ? she says she has no idea her daughters car was there and she surely ain't either. 4 days later 3 am she returns but this time somthing is wrong . shes limping in pain trying to get in bed so I turn on the lights and I'm horrified at what I see. theres my lost love covered in bruises black eyes tore up . she looks at me and starts crying saying sorry and she was selling drugs out of town to help financially but the dude in the dodge ram got drunk and raped her.. I saw red I've never been so full of rage but at the same time she is telling me it's a secret nobody can know....so after 3 days of her out cold and me taking care of her ..she gets up gets a shower gets cleaned up and tells me she has to go see her daughter in a few minutes and trying to stop me from following her outside so I let her walk out and as soon as shes closes the gate I run outside saying hey you forgot your coat babe ( excuse) only to see the dodge ram pull up and her get in and he stares at me hard as they drive away....ok enough for now this was 22 years ago and still I'm getting mad. wait till you read the next part ...oh yeah this gets so messed up and yeah to this day. except I divorced her while back cuz some people are really fucked ...excuse my lango sorru..
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