Today my thoughts have took over.
Definitely unable to stay focused and sober.
I let my thoughts change my attitude.
So I need to go ahead and apologize for being rude.
I swear I don't mean to take it out on the ones I care about.
I'm writing this to all so no one is left out.
I have changed and bettered myself in ways.
I'm still fighting the battles threw out the days.
So my mind can lose the control it has over me.
I hope this is not how things are gonna turn out to be.
I will vent it all out and express how I am.
There is different sides of me like a hologram.
Instead of keeping it in and expecting people to understand.
I'm def not the one to express the issue at hand.
I will try and make you feel like you started it all.
Trying to smart off with every fault in u I recall.
So this I guess is an apology letter to few.
Because after thinking about it some deserve what it is I do.
©cheyanne
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