Feeling lonely all by myself
Why do I put myself through all this
Depression can be such a hassle
And it's not like there's an on and off switch
I can't just say "Hey it'll be okay"
And then magically my sadness goes away
It's a process that will take a little time
And even then I'm still not completely fine
That little bit of peace that you may feel inside
Doesn't last but for a short amount of time
Conflicting thoughts that seem so real
D*mn can I just have one emotion to feel
This ADHD and bipolar part of me
Has got me constricted and it's harder to breathe
With a mixture of the two it's a battle inside
And sometimes what I'm saying it's hard to describe
I'm happy one minute and in tears in the next
This part of my personality it's hard to forget
Then add on depression it's a thrill of a ride
Just hope at that moment you're on my good side
so stip taking pills to try and restrict it
Controlling this gift, means I'lpm not truly gifted
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