I smiled in the process of hiding my pain,
I smiled and became excited all through,
I smiled when they asked how I was,
I smiled even when I cried at night,
I smiled when my heart was bleeding.
I ranted to mask all that was going on,
I ranted about unrelated stuff,
I ranted about different issues a little,
I ranted just five times on each issue,
I ranted even about their best sides.
At the end I had talked alot to many,
At the end it all felt different in this way;
At the end I just fell hollow and empty,
At the end every problem persisted.
At the end I wondered when it'd all end.
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