I think this has come a little to late
My emotions kept hidden away up to date.
Maybe it's fate,
Or is all my fault for my isolation
I must say sorry my anxiety lies in waiting.
Sumarah u had to be first.
Things ive done to are no doubt the worst.
u must of been cursed.
To fall into my lap.
Two gorgeous girls but u must feel trapped.
From the lies I did tell.
to putting U through hell.
I had to sell,
A Fake act seemed to only way.
for u to love me. I'm so sorry for Anzac Day.
Thank god U dared to stay.
U saved my life and still u never ran away.
The good man I became
I owe it all to you baby.
still bad traits but after time with you mayb.
I can now be genuine
Abit more of the time.
And lodge in the core of my mind.
wat it's like to be a gentleman.
A little less mental dan.
Who needs a dental plan.
U r truly the best person I've had in my life.
I cry every night
coz I never made u wife.
kept me outta strife
with unrivalled love and commitment.
The right choice was to jump my ship so u don't sink with it._'
At times u played critic
But only for my benefit.
In bed I let it rip
Finished too soon too often
I was selfish and Ur pleasure we lost it
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I'm sorry for lots,
putting ur heart in knots.
Tearing apart our bond.
For being too fond
of another women
Wat the fuck was I doin
summie im spewin
u had to see my face blue n
Experience a cruel man.
Girl u can make it
as far as u dream.
I tried to keep up
unfortunately
I'm just a fiend.
I honestly didnt mean
to hurt U like I did.
the damage is done,
a postive is our kids.
They deserve apologies.too and demons to rid.
The next versus I'll spit
For my two perfect daughter's
Sumarah I'm truly sorry but thankyou the angels u brought us.
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©dannyg13
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