Long before I knew you, she lived in this house.
She was a big part of your life, she was your spouse.
I try so hard to make you happy, but I feel sadness all around you.
She was your true love, she was your wife and for that she loved you too.
It's so hard to try to replace a woman who meant the world to you.
The best thing for me is to let you grieve, but catch you if you fall, that I know how to do.
To me its all or nothing, I put my past to rest, now its your turn.
That would be the only way you would learn.
Time is the answer, time is what we all need to figure things out, and let go of the things we should.
If the shoe was on the other foot, and I was the one grieving, my past would've been locked away.
I would not be with someone if my past wasn't buried today.
I guess we all go through life in different ways.
Some bury the past, some don't stop grieving, but that's okay.
It was your life and eventually you have to let go.
That's the only way things in your life will grow.
Once you start planning for your future it can be so beautiful or so bad.
Depending on which road you take, the happy or the sad.
Life brings you to the road maps, but your the one who decides where to go.
Whatever you decide, at the end of your journey, you're the one with answers, you're the only one who will know.
©terrylin53
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