let me tell you about the power of god there was a point in my life where I felt like i was surrounded but water with no where to go at this time there was so much presser in my life I was going to court marriage was failing I'm back home dealing with the streets I'm at an all time low and one day I left church and I couldnt take anymore I broke down and said what do you want from me have i shut you out so much that this is my punisment then that night wile i was sleep a voice come to me and it said no my child i would never punish you that's not my plan my plane is to get you to see and im like see what I dont get it remember earlier in the story I said i was surrounded by water with no where to go so again i say to see what and the voice told me to jump now my human instincts kick in but ill drown and I dont know whats in this water the voice said do you trust me and I said i guess a little thats not good enough do you trust me deep down and side i knew i wanted to say no you must be crazy to think that I'm just gonna jump in this water and hope for the best but that's our problem in this life we dont trust enough in our selves that we block the blessin before we even know what it is then the voice says to me trust in me your lord and saver Jesus Christ so i jump in with the fear of the worst about to happen so I start to sink he says relax the moment you calm down you will see what I can do and the moment I started to not here the voices in my head telling me i can't i shouldn't and friends that were so negative the people that I allowed to cast there fears on to me the moment I stopped paying attention to those things I started to flot then the voice said to me the storm isnt here to brake you but to teach you a lesson one in forgiveness letting go understanding in hopes you learn we get so cought up in the door that just closed that we take that hurt on the other side with us that we fear to open the door thats right in front of us let me tell you something if you dont already know with pain comes growth your not gonna touch a hot stove twice so the next time you take the lesson from that first time ans apply a towl I'm not gonna ramble on these are true words spoken by Thomas Jefferson the only thing to fear os fear it self what ever you choose to do with this message is up to you i just hope a few of you get this and know IV been there I understand I forgave and I'm trying my best to move on im in the water and with each passing day I feel myself getting closer and closer to land in not there yet and im not gonna pretend i still got work to do and a ways to go but I tool the first step now its your turn trust in the voice that your hear the gut feeling that you get 9 times out of 10 its what you should do
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