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Tired

im tired of fighting
tired of trying
tired of dreams
that tear at my seams
i cant keep walking
with this world and its hate
i want to let go
but its against my fate.
hopes hold me down
fighting for the impossible
i try and i try
but every day remains improbable.
my days unravel
the stitches come unstitched
my mind is losing itself
full of images too rich.
i cant get there
without the help of ladder
but if i am too weak to climb,
why does it even matter?
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