Tired

I am tired of running from the past.
Tired of living with actors and a false cast.
Tired of confusing love with lust.
Tired of being angry at the world.
Tired to categorizing my kind in my words.
Tired of fighting the inevitable.
I am just tired, just tired of thinking too much.
Tired of failing just because I have been too lax.
Tired of playing fair when most of my endeavors are based on fear.
Tired of accepting my humanity as just a fleeting glance.
Tired of chasing the wind when there is zero chance of winning.
I am fucking tired of the blame game.
Just because most won't change and choose to stay the same.
Tired of pretending that me and you are cool.
Believing there will be peace after this war, please don't be a fool.
So tired of watching the ignorant folks been used as tools.
Brainwashed in having faith that this planet will turn into a peaceful zone.
Tired of the expensive jokes been played.
The hardworking lot extorted without their consent.
Tired of being asked to explain my content.
Tired of playing human just to please a higher power.
Just to run me over and say I never played well within my breathing hours.
Tired of the suits and ties ruining the fun of freedom in their fancy towers.
With the people not knowing they are a bunch of junkies and cowards.
Tired of seeing a brother suffer, just because he couldn't access the best of life with a full account or a dollar.
Tired of paying for the sins of my ancestors, they lived their lives soft.
I play in different positions, in different conditions with less permissions.
Please let me rest for a while, I am just tired.
Tell the next generation not to be too surprised, I did my best to be open, trust me I tried.
©ebofreeman