Tired of Feelings.
It's so sad I couldn't see,
The obvious tell tale signs
Of the person you'd turn to be.
By now you would think
I'd be able to read between the lines.
Tell yourself you're here to "save me"
Tell me everything between us is "fine"
Because "technically" it isn't cheating
If you haven't admitted the crime
Whatever it is,
You've dropped the dime,
With all this evidence,
you wont ever admit it,
I dont know how you can look at me and lie
Someone who can do that
Really just doesnt care
About anyone but themselves
Because their whole life was despair
They have to cover up their flaws
In a narcissistic mirror
So you wound up thinking the world owes you,
That's why you just take and take and take
That's why Ive done nothing but try and my heart just breaks and breaks and breaks
No matter how much I give
No matter how much I love
For you, it'll never be enough.
For me, it'll always be this rough
All I want is for you to want me
Is that so much to ask
For a little bit of loyalty
Or maybe something that'll actually last
Why do I let you do this to me
All this time that has passed
Im sick of trying to get your affection
And I'm sick of being last
You say you need an escape,
And if that's not me
Then what's it gonna take
To set me free into the world
Without all this heart break .
B