I can't wait until this is over,
and get back to myself again.
All these unnecessary lies,
Infiltrated my life to sin.
Being speculated upon,
took my beautiful privacy away.
Distance from the world,
is all I've known everyday.
Not knowing how to react,
and not knowing what to do.
Tore me completely apart,
invasiveness that ripped me into.
I still tried to be me,
uneasy awareness made me stop.
I didn't care about being ridiculed,
Only peering eyes that I couldn't drop.
I don't like any attention,
I'm clearly not the one.
I don't play stupid games,
I don't have any fun.
I've tried my best to stop it,
anyway that I possibly could.
Many times I've tried to sabatage,
What I haven't understood.
Wake me up when it's over,
I wish I could say.
But, I'll never find rest,
When I have to live this way.
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