I'm trying to find my happy place with you, It same to have been misplaced for a year or two.
When I feel we're getting better you be on some other shit of the past refusing to let it go means we not going to last. We both did something's we can't change but forgiveness makes the wrong paths straight.
You say you love me but I find that hard to believe because every chance you get to pick at some shit, you always want to leave.
The way you claim to love is some scary shit, I can't remember the last time I felt you we're legit.
Now you worried about me going cold I made a 360 turn to love you showed you hidden paths to my soul like no other did for you, only to have you attempt after attempt tried to put me in a hole.
You dissed me to my face, you put me out your car, out your place. I buying a house preparing to marry you.
Now all I feel is hurt, being with you is feel like hell on earth, I'm being tormented over an over it sucks I know the devil laughs everytime I think we got past that chapter. holding onto the past like a boutique of flowers.
I feel like you coming to take all that I have built through marriage, that will be my final disaster an our final hour.
©bratha
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