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to belong

beauty that's all I see.
lips to be laced with mine.
brown eyes that cut me so deep.
yet I can't keep my mind off thee.
I see you in every thought I have.
I thought I could just wish you away but I knew I fell.
intimidated mortified I ran.
running like a frightened beast.
yet I wished to belong.
to someone so soft.
so sweet.
yet I wanted your brown eyes to only see me.
your smile to only soothe me.
your kiss to only taste me.
your touch to only burn for me.
yet I knew it was selfish.
to want you all to myself.
for no one to touch but me.
I'm not used to being this possessive.
so untamed so free.
a guy disrespects you and they would be dead to me.
yet I would be so badly in love.
I would never let you forget about me.
to want your touch so much it burns.
yet I'd die for you.
just to belong.
a lesson I never cared enough to learn.
©darkdeity