Hold on things are getting a little scary now
tears flowing down my teary cheeks
im in this cloudy unreal situation
im sitting on the cold shallow floor all alone
feeling worthless and weak
digging my shallow nails into my pitiful skin
which began to show a color im so use to
anger and unbearable shame always find their way to the surface
light a night alone on a beach
anger filling my lungs
this is the day
im living this cruel world
im better off their
where there no pain or sorrow
i know my actions are ruthless
but the world where i will go
will show endless love
i so hope
before i make this wrong choice
please stop to hear this
things will blossom again
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©tasheema
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