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To feel

To feel...
Honestly what is to feel?
What is the use of feeling
If all you feel is sadness
next to madness
But what's funny is it's the only feeling I want to drown in
A sense of thrill creeps in
As I shut out those who show me love
Call me heartless but I can't afford to let someone leave me breathless
I want to be alone and feel sad
It keeps me sane but if it drives me insane
Maybe I won't feel the pain
So I won't complain
Yes these are issues, a colossal amount of them and I hug them every night.
-Ceejay 09-

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