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To Love or To Hate

I do not know if I should love or hate you
To love is to be true and feel good, but I do not feel well
It pains me to love you so I should hate!?
But I don't.
I can't bring myself to hate you
I can't bring myself to let you feel pain
Yet I want you to feel what I do
Neither love nor hate the idea of only you
Can't change what my heart doesn't want to
©savy