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To Much Pride

I was in a dark place,thoughts of happiness and joy was to hard for me to face,my mind was on an everyday pace to see that final resting place,let's just ended all and forget about those past mistakes,no one  cares your better off not being here is what I was hearing in my head,
 but something deep down inside of me  kept inspiring to me to live each day,and  it was words from my grandmother,and she said something like this'We have to much pride to commit suicide,when our eyes look towards the sky,that should be the last thing on our minds,life was meant to kick you in the teeth every day of the week,life was never meant to be easy that is only for the weak individuals,life wants to see how strong your going to be,life needs to see what type of individual your meant to be,yes just cause life is hard yesterday and today,it doesn't have to be that way tomorrow or the next day,you have to much pride running through your bloodline to take your own life,so never forget the words that I have spoken to you today WE HAVE TO MUCH PRIDE TO EVER COMMIT 
SUICIDE'!!
Thank you 
©fuegoblack