in a split second
I fell in love
more in love than I had ever been
just the sound of your heartbeat
was all it took
I was completely hooked
making plans
rearranging my life
buying clothes
making announcements
a mommy I was to be
how blissful those moments were
how happy I started to be
late one night
as I laid back
to relax
a sharp pain came
an urgency fell on me
as I ran to the bathroom
the blood came
rushing down my leg
falling to the floor
I sat in hysteria
trying to make the call
reclaiming my breathe
in disbelief I sat
there were no warnings
no complications
I was healthy
as were you
why'd you have to go
I will never know
I never tried again
a fear of loss
I'm not ready to cross
you'd be turning 4
this year
how I wish I could
hear your heartbeat again
to my almost we will meet again
©envy2014
M