To my family
I'm sorry I don't have much anything to say,
My heart heavy and full of pain.
The loved ones taken from my life,
I feel like God punishing me and ain't right
I know that hes not and I'm not blaming him
But I pray and hope this will end.
I'm not only hurting for my loss you see
It has another price that will cost me.
This would be the pain of my family.
Losing my grandchildren my pain was real,
Watching my children hurt like they did was something to feel.
If you ever had to bury a child and how painful it was
I was that pain as well as my loss.
My brother now I dont get
Why he had to go just yet
He had his life there and and mine here
Dont realize we didnt have that much time
That saying goodbye would be a regret
Brother I'm sorry and didn't forget.
I think about my family and
carry so much guilt
I blame myself for the hand they been dealt
I'm sorry I wish I knew how
To fix thing so we don't miss out
I love you all and going to try
To see you more and talk to you before i die
I love my family and miss all to
Pick up the phone and call
I want to see you
©tinamarie
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