Heartbroken and shattered
in the most vulnerable essence of myself
I looked to you to hold these pieces together
but instead you let me fall into even smaller pieces
I never could comprehend you and the steps you would take
I opened the flood gates of my dissatisfaction time and time again
and yet it had no effect
It was like being locked in a sound proof box and screaming at the top of my lungs only to have no one hear me.....
Im putting this dead horse to rest it's been beaten enough
I'm going to watch this all burn like how you set flames to my heart
The flames are what is beautiful about this predicament...
I will watch them until the last flame goes out, once that happens I am letting you go, for I never had you to begin with
And I'm done asking why........
©envy2014
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