Just the other day
I realized in me you began your stay
I was scared but happy
I rushed to tell the king
I was sure that he would be happy to get a heir
He has always responded well when I brought up the topic
This time was different
The words he uttered to me were so painful
He said he hated me
He hated you
And he wanted nothing to do with us
Baby I won't lie to you
Abortion came into my mind
I was hanging on a cliff
I was young and naive
I didn't have a job ,
I had nothing to offer
I was worried that you would have a difficult life
But again baby I decided to keep you
Even though I'm on my own now
I can't terminate you my love
The king left
Sadly you will only have me
Only me
We will struggle for sure we will have rocky days
But together we will make it,
Like they say ,
Each kid comes with her/his own blessings
I know you have your own bundle
And am sure we will face everything together
Strength is all i need
I can't wait to meet you already
For you will never lack
As long as there's a God in heaven
Our plates will always be full
So hold on baby
Be strong and healthy for mama
Everything will be alright
We got each other now
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain
©magi
Words from my soul
©mara_pain
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