to never feel love again.
to be doomed to be alone.
to feel such a damnation.
to have no one to call your own.
to have no one to come home to.
the bedroom sheets are cold and bare.
to never see a lover's gaze.
nor feel their infectious warm touch ruin you with blush.
yet you are free of this pain that you hate so much.
yet dying alone isn't heaven.
it's trivially can leave you insane.
to be in a crowded room where no one knows your name.
yet you rather be tortured than feel the depths of emotional pain.
wanting the fiery passion that leaves her wet as rain.
yet you live just existed.
to love without reason.
to dance foolishly in the rain.
to feel her in the dark.
yet love isn't painful.
it's not even a bullet to the brain.
to never love again.
to bury such feelings down deep.
like you are six feet under.
cuz you don't want these emotions to escape.
yet you bleed out your heart.
but some women are beautiful mistakes.
taste so sweet you never want to pop on the brakes.
©darkdeity
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