Why must I rewrite the pain I feel inside? Like a song that is on repeat and can't be understood. Why must I torture my own self? With the distant dreams so out of my reach
You were there and then all the sudden you weren't, it was like feeling something to close and feeling nothing at all. Dreams are existed when it comes to emotions, it's hard to capture beautiful moments to harsh reality in one press of time
A smile and laughter, suddenly full of questions and unspoken what if's... Why is it so hard to let you go? You were special.
Am I nothing?... Afterall we humans, not animals. I know we have different morals and values, some make you feel like you were nothing only a stranger passing by, ...
Some will never let you know what happened. Such a life, to the one who I gave my heart to. You took my hope and crushed it, I don't feel it is repairable after long you left me.
I wish I never gave you my time... I wish I never gave you me
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