i wish I was good at explaining how I feel but I'm not i wish I wasn't so scared when it comes to relationships i wish I could stay and not run when something is wrong but I don't know how to make the memories from my past stop haunting me I wish I could love someone without thinking they are going to leave me so I have to leave them first because I'm scared of rejection and I wish I could love you the way you deserve to be loved but the truth is I don't know how to love you that way I don't understand what to do anymore I'm lost and scared and I don't know how to fix it i just wish I could love you the way you needed me to and for that I'm sorry
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