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To yearn for

Is it okay to want the stars?
Just to know where on Earth you are.
Is it okay to laugh and smile?
Or should I just fake it and tell them I'm fine?
If only they know the way I feel inside,
I feel like I'm dying and my strength is hard to find.
Is it okay to be alive?
It's too hard to live but I'm too scared to die.
I can't feel my smile,
I can't feel my soul.
Can someone please see me,
I'm loosing control.
©ashanta